Letting things go

When I think it is over, it is not over. Today I sorted out a huge problem during this afternoon. I felt so relieved! Man... you can't imagine. I hate to negotiate with people but I realized that life is a sequence of negociations. I tried really hard to show that I was secure about my arguments. And I really was. I had my point. It ended up that the person admitted that she was wrong. Negotiations... it happens with your family, at work, at school... anyways the thing is that I've just received a call from Korea. They were worried because I didn't asnwer the e-mail after I was told that I was given the scholarship. You see... wrong timing can be a huge problem in your life. In my mind I have already made my choice but writing or saying that I decided not to go was even more painful than I imagined. Right now I don't know what I am exactly feeling but I do not regret it. However... letting this huge opportunity go is not easy either.